Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I have requested to end my current work contract earlier to the end of this month. Which only left 4 working days. The result is still on pending.
The contract officially ends during the mid of Aug but I got no idea why I just can't wait. Each day, I am getting more and more sick of this nothing-to-do job.
Actually not really nothing to do lah, just some simple data entry and calculation.
Sitting alone inside a cubicle with too much free time was actually a kinda torturing to me. I know you guys out there wanting to tangle me up for complaining having a nothing-to-do job and with sucha good environment.
No!! Is not true!!!
Do you know how much motivation will you need for waking up everyday early in the morning, 400m walk to train station, squeezing like a sardine in the train and 200m walk to office??
Some people go for the sake of dollars (or I should said MOST), some go for passion. Least go for spending time (they must be damn rich or damn bo liao).
I am none of them.
Neither I have high pay, passion??? nor I am damn rich or bo liao.
Maybe you will think that since I am doing part time course, working as a temp staff shouldn't be tough. That was what I thought so in the beginning or till now actually.
But I can't balance out.
I find myself so useless in this company. So outcast. Because I am just a temp staff who will be leaving in 2mths.
Asking yourself, if you have a colleague who is just a temp staff for 2 months, how much time will you put into him/her??
I can feel how after I am in these shoes.
I don't know, I can't pretend is ok. I can't pretend I am just nothing when actually I can be much much better.
Everyday, I hypnosis myself this is just a temp job, after 2months, take the penny and go.
But sooner, I felt that it was not worth the time I spent.
*deep sign*
The contract officially ends during the mid of Aug but I got no idea why I just can't wait. Each day, I am getting more and more sick of this nothing-to-do job.
Actually not really nothing to do lah, just some simple data entry and calculation.
Sitting alone inside a cubicle with too much free time was actually a kinda torturing to me. I know you guys out there wanting to tangle me up for complaining having a nothing-to-do job and with sucha good environment.
No!! Is not true!!!
Do you know how much motivation will you need for waking up everyday early in the morning, 400m walk to train station, squeezing like a sardine in the train and 200m walk to office??
Some people go for the sake of dollars (or I should said MOST), some go for passion. Least go for spending time (they must be damn rich or damn bo liao).
I am none of them.
Neither I have high pay, passion??? nor I am damn rich or bo liao.
Maybe you will think that since I am doing part time course, working as a temp staff shouldn't be tough. That was what I thought so in the beginning or till now actually.
But I can't balance out.
I find myself so useless in this company. So outcast. Because I am just a temp staff who will be leaving in 2mths.
Asking yourself, if you have a colleague who is just a temp staff for 2 months, how much time will you put into him/her??
I can feel how after I am in these shoes.
I don't know, I can't pretend is ok. I can't pretend I am just nothing when actually I can be much much better.
Everyday, I hypnosis myself this is just a temp job, after 2months, take the penny and go.
But sooner, I felt that it was not worth the time I spent.
*deep sign*
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